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Kitten by Bohemian-Minx Kitten :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 17 4 Wild Heart by Bohemian-Minx Wild Heart :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 21 5 Bittersweet by Bohemian-Minx Bittersweet :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 19 1 I Need U by Bohemian-Minx I Need U :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 26 4 Hopeless by Bohemian-Minx Hopeless :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 14 5 Kitty Pals by Bohemian-Minx Kitty Pals :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 11 2 Fierce Kitty by Bohemian-Minx Fierce Kitty :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 11 0 Meow by Bohemian-Minx Meow :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 9 1 Me and Kyla by Bohemian-Minx Me and Kyla :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 9 6 Uncertainties by Bohemian-Minx Uncertainties :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 23 10 My White and Gold Shirt by Bohemian-Minx My White and Gold Shirt :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 20 6 You Never Walk Alone by Bohemian-Minx You Never Walk Alone :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 9 0 Rainbow Project by Bohemian-Minx Rainbow Project :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 9 4 Lucky by Bohemian-Minx Lucky :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 25 7 Irish Lass by Bohemian-Minx Irish Lass :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 34 12 Our New Cat by Bohemian-Minx Our New Cat :iconbohemian-minx:Bohemian-Minx 5 0
Looking through some old stuff to make some space on here. Brought back some memories. It got me thinking.. If I never met Lisa, I would be dead by now. My depression has not gone away, but I've been feeling much better than in the past. While a part of me wishes I died, I'm glad to be alive today. I'm glad I got to meet amazing people. For the longest time, I was stuck in the same place. Going nowhere. By staying alive, my mom loosened her grip, and I was finally able to experience life. I met you guys. I went to Warped Tour. I got to dance with the Indians at the State Fair and embrace my heritage. I finally got to ride roller coasters. I got to pet stingrays. I went to Texas twice. I've been to WWE events at least five times now. I found BTS and was able to go places I never went; New York City. New Jersey. And finally, their concert. I was also able to get my confidence back.

The reason I am distant is because for yeaaarrss, nobody was there for me. People talk to me when I'm happy. And when I need someone, they disappeared. I learned that if people don't care enough to help me through, then the only person who has my back is me. I learned to be my own best friend. It took years for me to realize that it was all for the best. We can't expect other people to babysit us all the time. In order to be happy, we have to be our own hero. If someone wants to be a good friend, awesome. If not, fuck it. Don't focus on people; Focus on yourself. People leave all the time. At the end of the day, you only have yourself, and that has to be enough.

I just want to say that I don't think depression always goes away. I think as the years pass by, you have new experiences and new opportunities. I think life does become easier to deal with. I believe that there will be moments in life worth living for, even if it isn't all day, every day. I think it's important to appreciate even the little things in life. Life isn't easy. We don't need to make it worse by kicking ourselves down every time something goes wrong. Sometimes the only thing getting in our way is ourselves. It's easier to stay down so you don't have to keep putting in the effort and being pushed back. If you stay down, there's not even a chance things will be better. As exhausting as everything may be, at least with effort, your life won't always be dark. I'm glad that I was able to let go and allow myself to be happy. You can remain in a dark corner and cry over and over for attention, but it clearly has not gotten me anywhere. I wanted people to know I was hurting inside. I wanted to see what they would do. I wanted to see my mom put in the effort to find out what depression is, and how to be there for me. I wanted my mom to talk me into getting a therapist. I wanted my mother to hug me and comfort me when she saw I cut "worthless" into my arm (I didn't want her to see it. I forgot it was even there when I woke up.) . None of that ever happened. I realized then that the only person who will get help for me is me.

I hope you guys with depression will give in and seek help for yourself. To take better care of yourself. It's scary at first. That being said.. depression is a common thing. Many people go through it. Therapists and doctors will be understanding. They're there to help you when nobody else can. Lean into it.

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I like to take pictures as a hobby. Keeps me busy. It also helps to look at these pictures to gain confidence. I am not out here to fulfill your fantasies. What you see is what I've chosen to show you. I will not be meeting anyone here in person to model for you. I do not know you well enough, nor trust you.

Some pictures will be revealing. I see nothing wrong with bra pictures. It's just another article of clothing. If you think that's too much, don't go to the beach. Women wear bikinis all the time. The only difference is that it's for water. No. I will not be sharing nude pictures. I see bodies as a work of art, not a sex object. I realize there's not a lot of people who feel this way. Which is why I have no interest in accepting requests.

If you would like to draw me, edit some of my pictures, you have my permission. As long as it's not sexual. If you would like to upload those to your account, I would like to see the picture first. If you wish to share any of my photographs, you have permission. As long as you are not stealing them, and claiming that is you.

I have no interest in dating guys, so please stop assuming I am straight.

I do not have people where I live who like to take my picture. So usually, they just end up being selfies. Sucks.. But that's the way it is.

My favorite things to take pictures of are animals and nature. My favorite things to collect are Shaman King, cupcake stuff, makeup, and Halloween decor. I have an obsession with Horohoro, Dean Ambrose, candy, and horror movies. And one day, I would love to chase tornadoes and travel the world.

I enjoy writing poetry. I just don't do that much anymore. They always turn out depressing. I also enjoy health and fitness, sports, psychology, and dance.
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FootFetishGuy1961 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2017  New Deviant
love your page ! thanks for all the posts...
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Feet1966 Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2017
Wow, wow, wow! Such a great profile and such great pictures! You are such a wonderful cute and also sexy girl, who knows her effect and I love such girls :) (Smile)  Your body is a dream to me. Your face, your great breasts and your damn sexy feet +fav Heart  Please more pictures like this.

I´m watching you now Hug 
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nicholasweed Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2017
I like your style girl.  Too bad you don't give us guys a chance.  I'd totally like to make out with you.  Peace out.
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nakedmen61 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2017  Professional Photographer
What a cutie!
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Senih Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2017
Cool gallery :)
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